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Addicted.............

Ooo yeah...m addicted these days...

Addicted to living, addicted to friends, addicted to travelling, addicted to analysing life, addicted to planning life almost always unsuccessfully.... This is the addcition m addicted to these days and wanna b addicted all my life.... Life has never been a struggle for me, its just that sometimes or most of the times things won't fall in places, they won't work as we planned them to be... Life is a process of adjustment, but still do we ever give up.. I never give up on planning, I even plan of planning my future, coz it is fun. But life always has to unfold as it is destined or you may say as circumstances may permit.. We may not get what we want in life, but I have a motto to start liking what we get in life...then it is all peace, all the ripples in the water will stop and the image u had been searching for quiet sometime will be clearly visible in front of you... Its just a matter of changing your viewpoint.... But sometimes planning does help, coz it makes a pathway, without which we cannot lead to nowhere, whatever it might be... !!

Like I have plans to work hard till I can, that is till the age of 40, coz after that working will never be my priority , we have to live life too.... Then I want to spend my life in a farm house, I even have made designs for how my farm house should look like...blah...blah...blah... After planning I jusrt keep my aim in mind and take life as it comes to me... dont wanna disturb that stiking balance between winning and losing, between believing and losing faith... And in the end we can only plan the frame work, rest everything we should leave it on god rather than thinking about it... But hardwork is a must, for whatever it may be... Whenever I look back I just wanna turn my face to the road m walking on.. coz it seems much more interesting than my past...Past is always there to be forgotten, and what ever is worthy to be remembered will always stay, we don't need to force anything .....

But right now I just wanna live life, enjoy this beautiful planet, enjoy the company of my friends and dear ones... dont wanna miss anything, and just wanna keep a snapshot of each moment in my scrapbook of life to be cherished on one lonely summer afternoon on a beach when m old....

This is my plan of life... But who cares... and it really doesn't even matters if somebody cares or not...coz at the end of the journey, I care and I care a lot about it...

So wear your party hats and get dressed to ceelebrate life with mee......

Maturity.......
When we all were small children, we used to do what our heart says. Never think twice, no distractions from what we want, once a kid wants something come what may he will never be satisfied with anything less worthy than it, or even more...he just wants what he desires.. We used to tell lies, to hide many things from our parents, there comes a time when each child has a priority for the peer group for those childhood games we even cheat our parents.. We used to make stories for our faults..And even though our parents could clearly see through all our fake and senseless stories, still they pretend as if they believe in us and we are more confident than ever... Its like watching somebody make a bridge to the stars, though we know that it is not possible but it all looks so beautiful that we dont feel like stopping and just sit back and watch...

Similar things happen when we grow up, only thing being that now the people whom we are trying to fool are not our parents, but our peer group, seniors, teachers, professors, bosses...can be anyone. And this is a fact that when ever we are trying to pretend what we are not, it is quiet easily visble, how hard we may try. Sometimes still, people who we are trying to fool let us fool them not because it is all beautiful to watch, but the reason may be something else this time.... Being fooled might not be that harmful, they might not think it worthy to stop us, they might be pretending to be fooled, they might not be that intelligent as they used to be when they were kids.... or any reason... But the person who succeeds in fooling is finally called as being matured..

If we take a deep look, being mature is then completely dependent on either circumstances, or degrading of some people's instincts, but it has nothing to do with us being intellectually more developed , haveing more experience, beacause that is what more or less we all have been gaining since we stepped on mother earth...So maturity is not that positive asset as we think it is.. :) :)

Destination.....

People have aim in life, a proper destination they think of achieving, and run for it all life long. But I tried something new. I ran and ran, but without any aim. I enjoyed the journey completely, just ran. This time running was not as a normal one. I noticed my each muscle working to make me run, I was observing everything around me more deeply, knew more about myself....

And believe me this was completely exuberating and a lifetime experience...