I have two reasons to celebrate tonight...
One is the new year eve which everybody will be celebrating..
Also with this blog I complete my 100 blogs... So I would be double as happy as all of others ;)...
And also on this new year eve m planning of some resolutions, and some real ones...!!

I dunno if it happens with everybody but it does with me..
When m too close to get what I had always dreamt of, I just give up. I mean some give up unknowingly that they are soo close , and they give up coz all their passion has been exhausted.. But for me I can visualise me gettin what I had always longed for.. Still I don't wanna get to it, dont wanna end it. May be I get too much involved in the way to it and like the journey more than the destination, and slow down my pace to enjoy the journey to its fullest.. Or may be when m too close I think that m not worthy of it, I do not deserve it, I just somehow ignore all the effort I had put in to get to it.. Though I know that I just a need a last stroke and it would be mine.. Sometimes I'm led to think that once I get it my life would be aimless.. !!
I dunno wat it is, whether it is me who always is caught in this dillema, but I need to find an answer to it.. Or maybe I know the answer and the solution too, but I soo much enjoy the ambiguity that I wanna remain the same way.....

But this is how my life is.. And I just LOVE it !!!

The only constant thing in my life is "CHANGE".. !!

Sometimes in life we jut jump off the cliff, hoping that somebody will come and give us wings to fly...
I have done this several times, jumped off the same cliffs too, several number of times, and all that kept this passion alive was hope.. but hope has its limits too !! Every jump has its own story with it, but I gotta learn from them , rather than make them a sentimental story in my life book. They should be there as a torch showing me the way to lead life always...
Sometimes we get somebody to fly with us, and life is all roses, but sometimes we fall straight down as a rock, though sometimes we might be falling slowly.. But we should learn from this, and not try and commit that suicide from same cliff again... This way we will end up being crazy and a person not even worth of anybody's sympathy... !!