Showing posts with label self. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self. Show all posts

Thursday, October 09, 2008


Live your Dreams

I can discuss this topic of dreams very broadly, as I myself am an intensive dreamer. I dunno what should I do of it... But I cant change it, this is me. I dream and dream of soo many things in life and like a star gazing child I just continue gazing at the stars and live in a life of hope, of dreams, some fullfilled, some not..But I like to live life that way, atleast I get to see the good part, even though it may be an illusion. Because me and luck were never on speaking terms. Dreaming has become a part of life, and with all its advantages and disadvantages I cannot give it up. Whenever I meet someone , I have dreams in my mind, I think about that other person in a way I would like to and assume that the feeling is mutual. I keep on pursuading this dream boat as far as possible, knowing that the river in which the boat is sailiing is gonna dry soon, still I just want to see the river dry... And on other hand I have many ideas which remain unspoken in my heart, Many lyrics have been written by this heart of mine, which have never been sang as a song.. I cannot dig up for all those hidden treasures and make a treasure box of them... And the best part is that I dont even miss them, I never dream of past, I dream in present, atleast it is better. Because dreaming of past is like kissing the mouth of a gun, it is like looking into your beloved's grave..
I'm that innocent star gazing child, who just wants to ignore the fact that earth is revolving, the stars at which he is gazing are never the same, they keep on changing. But still to every new star he looks at in the sky he looks the same way forgetting that they are ever changing, and also the intensity of the existing stars is changing..... Now all this child needs is a "sun", which has same intensity all throughout and can never be replaced.. But this child is not strong enough, or rather I should say is lazy enough not to go and search for this SUN... I like it that way... Atleast I nnever long for a SUN, if it comes by itself it would be better.. !!

And also rumour is that you should Live your Dreams, with so many dreams,if I start living them all, I would need million lifes for it.... So I better like to be a dreamer......


-Joker

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I Love You........... GOD !!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na........

I had been trying to download this movie from so many days, but yesterday I got lucky and finally got it downloaded.... And I saw it almost instantly as I got it on my computer. The music is really mind freshning, as AR Rehman's always is. I just loved the the theme of the movie....the way they presented it and all... Music at the correct time, and perfect emotions for the scene were present in the songs....It was like a mix of Kuch Kuch Hota hai and DCH........ But anyway I'm not here to discuss the story of the movie, I aint a story teller... God Dam'n It !! :))

After watching such movies I have a thought in my mind that, I wish I could have such a life, nice friends and all. Either this is because of me being a dreamer (Piescean), which I cannot help, or maybe I take movies so seriously. But how hard you try the reel life cannot be fully converted to real life......It cannot be so sad or soo happy at times...And one thing I realised is that, friendship follows Newton's Third Law, the more you give the more you get..... In today's world you will find very less people who are ready to help a stranger without any personal benefit.... !! ........... And to have good friends you have to approach without expecting anything out of the friendship.... When you dont expect anything you get a lot.. and this is true...... I'm very open to people on my first meeting with them, and after that I chose whether to remain that way or not....It works good in college life, but in professional life we have to maintain a descent behaviour all throughout, and only after we are intimate(I guess this is a controvertial word, but cant think of any other right now ) with a person we should open up much... I have heard people say that nobody is a friend in Professional Life..Maybe they are correct...It is because either people dont have any time for friendship,or they are too adamant with their thoughts and do not want to change for any other person, and if you cannot change yourself for friends, friendship ceases to exist...
.........Ooooo hold on a second........where did I start and where m I going with my write up........ So I better leave it now, or I would be writing all day, without any stop.. !!